“The act of advancing a football by running plays: the use of running plays; also: yardage gained by running plays.”
In life we often find ourselves in situations that makes us wonder “How in the hell did I get myself here?”
I am a 37 year young woman and I have come to the realization that I don’t like to spend much time alone anymore. I find myself rushing into relationships that always tend to end up in disaster at no one’s fault but my own. I have now decided to just live life according to what I feel God wants from me.
No one should ever rush when it comes to love for it is something that one should play with. Love is one of the most serious things in life that one can find and hold on to in their lifetime. I am a woman who lives her life with several auto immune diseases which makes it hard for someone to understand me and sometimes love me which is why I don’t feel the need to try to be in a relationship at this time in my life…
I don’t see where it makes sense at this time. I will concentrate on my education and obtain my Master’s. It truly makes me wonder why one such as myself go through the heart ache that I have endured in my life. I think and I constantly wonder is it something that I am not doing or something I may have done to have this faith thrown upon my life. Some say that this is just a path to the road of love. That everything happens for a reason and all of what I am experiencing is what I should be going through in order to prepare me for the man God has for me.
I will be 38 years young this year and within two more years I will be 40 years old and I always thought I would be married by this time in my life. I never thought that I would still be single. As a little girl I saw my life as me being married with three kids and two dogs in my home and a one big dog outside the home.
I saw myself having my dream job of owning my own business as a therapist for kids and a sex therapist for adults (married couples) and well the things that I have learned is that regardless to how well you live your life and how much you pray and plan your life to be a certain way and how much you rush to try and make your life into what you want it or think it should be that at the end of the day God has the last word over your life for he is the creator and author of the book entitled “Your LiFe” and there is nothing any of us can do to change it. All we can do is live life to the best of our ability and take it as it comes one day at a time and not Love is not something that you should RUSH….